First week of summer and I can’t go anywhere and I’m stuck home alone.. yep.. this is in fact blog worthy

I can’t believe this… The way I see things are going I don’t even think I’m your bestfriend anymore. I was once the one you could tell everything to, you I could tell everything to. and now, it feels as if you forgot everything because of one stupid mistake I made. I apologized, I admitted I fucked up. I don’t know what else I can do. You left me so empty and so confused… :/

I wrote lyrics today! For the first time in a month! They just flew in. Sounds great too!!!!

I try not to think of what might happen when your reality has finally cut through.

I really, really hate where I live sometimes.. Why don’t they see that I get depressed so easily… Yet, they say the worse things… and in front of my friends no less.. I don’t know why I don’t live with my Mom… I can’t wait till I’m 18 and I’m able to get my own place… Then I can do whatever I want in my house without the pain I feel when I’m at home here. 

I will wander till the end of time. Half alive without you. My heart is broken sweet sleep my dark angel. Deliver us from sorrows hold. Change open your eyes to the lie I’ve denied it all so long, oh so long. Say goodbye, goodbye.